Today I have hit a bump in the road. Some days it feels like a mountain to maneuver and some days it's just a bump. I think today is a mountain. It is a hard realization that my girl would have been one year next month. One year! That means I have now been with out her for almost 7 months.
It makes me so sad that I won't get to see her take her first steps, pop out a mouth full of teeth or eat cake. Oh, how I would have loved to watch her eat cake! She was such a good eater and I can only imagine what her reaction to cake would have been! I miss her so much. Today it feels like my heart is just breaking. I can't get out of the funk today.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.