Today Abigayl would have been six months. It has been a REALLY hard day. Rusty and I would always wish Abigayl "happy birthday" on her month day. So, today I had to wish her "happy birthday" graveside with flower instead of getting to hug, kiss and celebrate all the milestones she was able to achieve. I miss getting to hug and kiss her. Right now, I really wish I could see her smile at me.
I'm thankful that I am able to fall back on my faith on days like today. I have had numerous conversations with God today. He knows how it feels to loose a child and he is the only one that is able to bring me comfort on these horrible days.